Friday, 30 September 2011

When sanity is just a word from a fucking dictionary.

It never ceases to amaze me, what causes sane people to suddenly go ballistic about how they persevere everything around them.What compels them  to take steps into the other side of the world.

I read in the paper how little kids,freaky teens and some complicated adult(youth), move from a palpable place into smokes, never to come back again.Chocking, poisoning, are the most common among them, why do they decide to travel into a world with bottomless pits and vast endless space.Is it the thrill to get choked?choking the reality ?or poisoning the brain to an extent where, it stops thinking on its own and just go blank?or is it a deep silent voice compelling us to go for it, just take the pill to get transported to a chain less world?

The common, notion, about it is that, he/she, just could not handle the pressure or the most boring cliche'd fucking reason, that he/she did not have the strength,determination and willingness to push or to hang on to life.Experts claim it is because of the anxiety and pressure coupled with the social pressures that compel the generation y or the generation 'ICONOCLAST',  to take the drastic step.

Its bull-shit, to understand, the psyche of these people, you have to get into their boots, sounds easy eh?Let me try to unravel what must be going through their minds, first and foremost, I don't think, it is a matter of courage or facing the problems as it comes, the cowards can't or would never even try to get the ticket to the other side of the world, because they simply fear about everything, and live with a hope that, everything would be fine, once the time passes,a Utopian world filled with starry dreams and HOPE.

I know, you must be wondering that i'm advocating death to life, if so, you are highly mistaken and just couldn't comprehend the paragraphs above, what i mentioned there is the psyche of a sane person, and sometimes being a coward is the best decision you can take.

Coming to the delusional cluster, the suicidal group, why do they then act brave, I think the simple reason of it is that, like medicines, they tend to mistake death as a temporary solution to a lets say, an impenetrable riddle or puzzle, it is same as taking weed to get a 'fleeting' high. Failed relationships are also cited the prime reason, such people travel just to prove the other person wrong or inflict them punishments, its like dreaming,Sigmund Frued classifies dream as nothing 'but a way to fulfill one's wish, which they would'nt under normal circumstance, be capable to fulfill' this is the best way to sum up the psyche of those travelling the other side of the world, they just want to punish the guilty, which they, normally would not be able to do.
The cowards I was referring to earlier, not the sane one's but those inching the other side, those who does'nt muster the courage to travel to the other end, end up with acts like acid attacks, rape, manhandling and even murder.

Coming back to the insane and brave people, they ,while buying the ticket to freedom, they fail to realise that the destination of the tickets, they'v purchased is not heaven, but an abyss!! a deep dark ABYSS, from where even, Lucifer, the prince of darkness, cannot return.
I wish, I had a chance to meet one of those, who have set their journey to the other world and ask them,'if given a chance would you,exchange your tickets with someone, and return to a place called earth and probably, start, everything afresh life a soft little child?'

I would not like to speculate on the answer of the traveller, because, its really impossible, to know, unless we go there.I wish, i get a special ticket to that place, only with a condition, of coming back to earth, my purpose is not to travel but to unravel, the mystery..but only IF..IF...IF......

Until, then, SANITY WOULD BE JUST A WORD FROM A FUCKING DICTIONARY'

Signing off,
Jim Jacob :))

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